Well...lets paraphrase:
I got married at 18.
Had NO idea what I was getting myself into.
Got pregnant.
Had NO idea what I was getting myself into.
Dove head first into the photography business.
and...you guessed it. Had NO idea what I was getting myself into.
I am one of the fortunate few who has found the love of my life, given birth to the two other loves of my life, and found my career in just a few short years. God has blessed me unmeasureably and I'm eternally greatful.
This is my place to rant and rave about the things that no one ever tells you about. Like the fact that you get tired of your new husband after just a few days of your honeymoon, even if you are in Tahiti. You WILL fight over the stupidest things. Example: not cleaning out the microwave after exploding the whole bowl of spaghetti sauce, that there is enough concern that there won't be enough for dinner.
How about that even after breastfeeding for a year and knowing that it is what's best for the baby, that the drying up process makes it almost not worth it at all. Pregnancy hormones are AWEFUL and will make your husband consider having more kids. Labor can...and usually will go wrong, but no matter how much pain or worry you go through once your hold your little one it's all worth it. Diapers are endless and breastfeeding hurts just as much when you start as it does when you stop. Or that in the last 3 1/2 years I have seen more crap...literal crap that when I step in dog poop with my bare feet I just reach down and flick it off with my finger and go about my business. HA! okay I was kidding about the dog part. . .
Well this is me. You might love me, you might hate me, you might even form opinions of me, but remember above all things I love my God, my husband, and my daughters more than ANYTHING.
